Start Fresh!

I haven't posted a blog in a while, that is because there was so much going on that I am glad some things ended. I don't work at my retail store anymore which kind of sucks because I can never understand what goes through people's mind when they make decisions, I give my 100% everytime but I guess that wasn't enough...like you get what Im saying? I will never understand and there will never be an explanation. That is life, take the experience and leave it, move on to something better cuz it was obviously not worth it. School starts tomorrow for me so that is a fresh new start I am looking forward to. I got to admit, last semester was pretty bad. My mark was bad and my habit was bad too because everything happened during school. I got my first acting job, my first part-time job, my new volunteer job and i was in the process of upgrading myself all during school so dealing with all those affected my mark dramatically.. Now half of those are gone, I will be able to focus again and work hard to succeed. It is not like im stress-free now, Ryerson essay is priority on my mind right now. I need to get into the program I desire and to complete essays for them to decide will be a pain. Whether I get in or not will change my life. Pressure is ON. I am still doing some acting and hopefully I get more work this month and the following months until I find another stable job to pay off my dance classes, guitar lessons, acting workshops etc. I do spend a lot, that's why a job is important to me. My agent said there will be lots of jobs coming soon so I am definitely looking forward to all that.

I am glad I have close friends around me and supporting me through all these changes in my life. I know who my true friends are and I will never let them down. Thank you for helping me.

I am frustrated with life right now. 2010 is not starting off too good. Hopefully, it will get better throughout the year. I have a feeling it will and I will keep that positive vibe up. All I am focusing now is school, dance, guitar, gym and getting into auditions. I like to start fresh starting tomorrow with school and seeing my friends afterwards then dance class. Maybe that will make me feel better.

:)