When's my turn?

Let's start off this blog by celebrating that "Mass Communication" class is OVER....which means all the bloggings from now on is what i WANT to write about and not what I HAVE to write about because for the past blogs, they were assigned topics and we have to elaborate and find research. That was worth 50% of my mark but now that I got the heavy load off my shoulder, I am happy to be able to write about whatever in life now.

I will write about "Life" today and how unexpected life can be. I believe it is planned out by God and all we have to do is work on it. I was at Much Music today with a friend who is in the running for MuchMusic's next VJ but unfortunately she came in second, which is still amazing considering it was out of 4000 people across Canada fighting for this job. The experience and opportunity is priceless and not everyone gets a chance to experience it. I am usually a really boring person who doesn't care too much about anything but it hit me hard today how people's life changed and how I want mine to change as well. Today, I witness someone's dream and goal in life come true, and i contemplate about when is that going to be me? Not that I have the potential to become a VJ because it is difficult but I am talking about when is my goal and dream going to come true? Will I ever be successful? or just live my life by watching others succeed and do nothing about my own life? Witnessing this can be heartbreaking for me but I am proud for that person because obviously hard work pays off and she was meant to have it. Some people are just luckier then others right? and that's how life is, and that's how I have to deal with it. I always wish that was ME. Not trying to sound conceited or anything, it's just how life is planned out. Who doesn't want to be successful and achieve their goal? Maybe waiting will pay off sometimes and I'll let you know when that will happen. Going back to reality, I have plans to achieve many things but time is running out because I haven't settle exactly on what I want to be and want I want to do in the future. Most people will say I have a lot of time and I'm young....I don't believe that, i'm 18...which is a scary thought because I am officially an ADULT...I need to make decision in life. The longer I wait, the older I get... so let's ACT NOW!! Main focus now is successfully finish school, upgrade myself with as much talent as I can handle so chances and opportunities can come my way.....hopefully!

P.S. I am so proud of you Alli!! You did what you had to do and continue to chase your dream because you got a lot in you :)